Dark Day in the World of Exes

So I hate to start off my first blog on here with negativity BUT it's one of those kind of days I guess.

So how many of you out there feel me on this one -ok here goes. You wake up - perfectly good day AND you find out your ex is officially dating someone new - and no, not through the rumor-mill but through the ever-stalker-friendly Facebook. Now, do not get me wrong, I am over him - happy that it is over, and was NOT stalking him by any means but thought I would be nice and saw the reminder it was his bday so I figured since we are on good terms that I would write a Happy Birthday message on his wall - wen I saw the dreaded "In a Relationship" update with the stupid little heart haha.

Now let me give you just a lilttle background info - it's true we only dated for a short period of time - HOWEVER, he was the one that chased me, and wanted to be exclusive with me for 3 months, and then has the audasity to end it with me after only a month of "official" dating - giving me so BS about "having alot going on right now with his family" and "not being able to give me 100% and be the boyfriend I deserve right now" *cough cough* OK so he may have been the first guy to ever break up with me - BUT I would have to be an idiot to believe that line. Just say - OK it was about the chase - now I got you - I dont want this anymore, or you just wanna go back to being a man whore and have sex with LOTS of different girls, not just one - just dont offend my intelligrance like that!

And now look - only 2 weeks after I saw my very friendly alcohol-saturated ex on St Pattys day - he is officially dating this bitch that I go to school with - who I have seen him with off and on for the last couple months and she now knows I don't care for her - and pushed me into the wall one night when I was bartending at the place where both he and I work, but on different nights. THE NERVE! I told him to take care of it or I would - and he acted shocked that she would do that and said he would "take care of it" and keep her in line lol whatever that means - because if not, I would have her kicked out, and I would never want to go through all that trouble and be immature, but since I work there, or have in the past, it is completely out of line. I am younger than her I think, but I have definitely outgrown fighting- BUT if someone deserves it or goes after me first, I WILL finish it. 3 years since a fight - does not mean I forgot how lol.

But really - to not want a relationship and then get in another one within 4 months - and it just urks me!!! I have never wished I was back with him, NOT for a MINUTE, but I just wanna scream! lol Like WTF?!?! haha I am done ranting there is no point, I have been in a mood for a couple days now for many reasons.

PMS+eye infections+80 hours nicotine free = you do the MATH! lol I am a little borderline bitchy. Think I am gonna go running to blow off some steam, make a yummy dinner, and then get ready for work tonight - promoting the Aguila tequila at Eclipse Restaurant in Jamaica tonight 11 -2am. Not sure I am looking forward to working at a place in Jamaica tonight but whatever - making MONEY is making MONEY and DRINKING for FREE, is DRINKING for FREE! lol

Peace & Love! God Bless!

xox